The Life of ME

confessions. daily thoughts. & figuring myself out.
controllablechaos: “girlfriend wanted” by matthew gray gubler “must love decorating for holidaysmischiefkissing in carsand wind chimes no specific heightweighthair coloror political affiliation requiredbut would prefer a warm spirited non racist cynicscriticspessimistsand “stick in the muds” need not reply voluptuous figures a plus any similarity in look, mind set, or fashion sense tomary poppinsclaire huxtablesnow whiteor elvira wholeheartedly welcomed i am dubious of actresses, fellons, and lesbiansbut dont want to rule them out entirely must be tolerant of whistlingtickle torturejames taylorand sleeping late i have a slight limpeerily soft handsand a preternatural love of autumn I once misinterpreted being called a coal-eyed dandy as a compliment when it was intended as an insult I wiggle my feet in my sleepam scared of the darkand think the Muppets Christmas Carol is one of the greatest films of all time all i want isbutterfly kisses in the morningpeanut butter sandwiches shaped like a heartand to make you smile until it hurts”

controllablechaos:

“girlfriend wanted” by matthew gray gubler

“must love decorating for holidays
mischief
kissing in cars
and wind chimes

no specific height
weight
hair color
or political affiliation required
but would prefer a warm spirited non racist

cynics
critics
pessimists
and “stick in the muds” need not reply

voluptuous figures a plus

any similarity in look, mind set, or fashion sense to
mary poppins
claire huxtable
snow white
or elvira wholeheartedly welcomed

i am dubious of actresses, fellons, and lesbians
but dont want to rule them out entirely

must be tolerant of whistling
tickle torture
james taylor
and sleeping late

i have a slight limp
eerily soft hands
and a preternatural love of autumn

I once misinterpreted being called a coal-eyed dandy as a compliment when it was intended as an insult

I wiggle my feet in my sleep
am scared of the dark
and think the Muppets Christmas Carol is one of the greatest films of all time

all i want is
butterfly kisses in the morning
peanut butter sandwiches shaped like a heart
and to make you smile until it hurts”

It’s crazy how when you’re hurt you honestly never feel like you’ll get over it..like YOU KNOW you will but you don’t feel it.

You’re such a sacred part of me that I can’t write nor fully talk to others about you. I don’t want the outside world to indulge in what I get to. Selfish, but all the good stuff I’ll never tell.

You’re such a sacred part of me that I can’t write nor fully talk to others about you. I don’t want the outside world to indulge in what I get to. Selfish, but all the good stuff I’ll never tell.

Thankful

I always find myself coming here when there’s a new person of interest. I guess that could be taken as a good or bad thing. I want to record my feelings about people in the moment. I like being able to go back and reflect and see how I’ve changed and how situations change as well. I didn’t expect to be in the predicament that I’m in now but you never really know what to expect in life. I finally got everything I’d been hoping for and I’m more than satisfied.

Words cannot even begin to describe how much I love this. Is it possible to emotionally break down a person in a mere 6 minutes? Justin Vernon’s voice does something to me every time I hear it, I feel it in my soul. Hearing his sighs and sniffles in between notes is so touching. You know it’s real when you can literally feel someone else’s pain in addition to your own. This cover is so mind-numbingly good that even someone who’s never experienced heartbreak will feel some type of way after listening. Props to Bonnie Raitt for giving us this masterpiece. And of course Bon Iver, for blessing us with Vernon’s incredible falsetto. I will give up this fight.

I haven’t written in awhile because I’ve been trying to avoid thinking about what’s constantly on my mind. You think you’re over a situation and then when one little thing pops ups and reminds you of it you’re as fucked as you were in the beginning when you said you never wanted to see them again.

I haven’t written in awhile because I’ve been trying to avoid thinking about what’s constantly on my mind. You think you’re over a situation and then when one little thing pops ups and reminds you of it you’re as fucked as you were in the beginning when you said you never wanted to see them again.